THE ONE THING I CAN’T STAND…

No wait, scratch that. The one thing I can’t stand today would have to be writers block. Though some would say this isn’t a case of not knowing what to write but rather, knowing too much.

It’s a never ending list really. I mean, if one were to list all the things that, say, in a lifetime had ‘ pissed them off ’ Bic sales would be flying sky high for an eternity. Just one.

Why must we constantly feel the need to hunt for the things that drive us up the wall?

We practically crave annoyance. We feed off the overpowering grasp it has on our naïve minds.

It’s like the new set life goal babies are born with.

You know, when you’re a twin it has to be twice as bad. (There are unspoken laws for this; I am sure of it.) Your rattle goes missing, who do you turn to? Your annoying other half of course. Who insists on smashing theirs extra hard, just because you haven’t got yours. Do you think that twins have two other halves? Like, the good and the bad side… and maybe somewhere in between that screams “I am just, living.” Or the friend at school whom constantly steals the excellences and do all their assessment tasks yet still, manage to drag themselves to parties on their well deserved weekends. Whilst you on the other hand, can’t seem to keep a clear head as to what your focus for each day are. Get your priorities in line girl! Oh look, it's mother talking. I love her to bits; she is the salt in my sea but I need to get my head out of the clouds. Bring me back down to earth someone please. Please.

Priorities; Priorities. What the hell does that even mean?

To me, nothing. Not now. Not for a while. I need it to be a focus. I am stuck. Typical.

I once met a girl, an amazing being. She once told me to live. Changed my life, she did. Well, that is, in my subconscious mind. I still, need to find the fuel.





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